I feel as if there was more Eric than there was Nate. I guess Chace is way too busy with Footloose.

Ugh, Ferrari have confirmed that they are letting Kimi go and replacing him with Alonso. This has totally ruined my week. Kimi has been my favorite dirver since God-knows-when. (2001)And Ferrari has been my favorite team sionce the day i started watching Formula 1. When Kimi signed onto Ferrari, I was estatic. I've been a crazy follower of F1 since that day, to the extent of not going out on Sundays and lying to my boss to get home early to watch F1 qualifying. So anyway, I feel like I've lost interest and will to watch it now. And I literally wanna cry. I hate you, Ferrari, hate you! *stomps feet in anger*

Erm. Because I promised.  Short though.

( 5.03 Free To Be You And Me )

So yes, once again, I delve into the deeper meaning of everything. I kind of love the subtexts the show has. They are unique. Would love if somebody would share their thoughts or theories. 

 SUPERNATURAL

OMFG!!! SRSLY???

PS: More coherent thoughts later. For SURE!

Another episode that didn't amaze me all that much. Is it me or the show is getting boring? And less scandalous.

( 3.01 The Freshmen )
So yeah, overall, I'll give it a C.

Just saw GG. Not happy. Too many stories. Too little interaction.

Lazy me is back. For a few. Right, so I've been pretty sick and been home for a week. Recovering. Except I'm not. The pain isn't really going away. Although mostly everything else has. Its not tuberculosis atleast. Erm, so why am I back. Because Supernatural is back, baby!

( 5.01 Sympathy For The Devil )

( 1.01 The Vampire Diaries Pilot )

That's it for this week. See ya, dudes.

Hi, in case people I wondering, I'm not being typically me and doing a vanishing act. I had a virus on my computer, it crashed, only to realise that Windows aren't loading on my motherboard again. That mde me crazy furious because I just had a new motherboard put in a couple of months back. Anyway the engineer said the motherboard was having some trouble but before I could chew his head off, he told me he'll get it fixed free of cost. However, its come at the cost of my net time.

My computer's been dead since almost 20 days now, and will be so for atleast another 5 days. Its bugging the shit out of me, but obviously, there's nothing I can do. Anyway so yes, I haven't been ignoring you, I haven't been busy, well I have but ya know, not enough to be the ultimate bitch. Anyway, this is me just rambling like crazy because I've not much to say and also, I'm typing very fast, before my boss comes.

So yeah, point of the post is I'm not around because I can't be, but I do get to check my mail from time to time, so you asshats can, ya know, message me or e-mail me and not act like oh I don't matter, cos I so do.

Bye now, lovelies, see ya in a week, hopefully!

Haha, so I saw that book meme thingie on wildsky_sheri  's LJ. And without really thinking about the meme, I decided to give it a look. And guess what? After that I had to do it. Why you ask?

The instructions:

Grab the book nearest you RIGHT NOW.
Turn to page 56.
Find the 5th sentence.
Post that sentence along with these instructions.

Harry felt the bike drop a little, though the lights down on the ground still seemed remote as stars.

Yup, Harry Potter. :P

That above is wildsky_sheri  's post, this is what mine looks like.

'Erm...'

That's it. Yep, that's the fith sentence in my book. A cookie to anyone who guesses where that is from. Any guesses?

And ya know what makes it more hilarious? That it is also from Harry Potter, lol. Yep, we're both reading Harry Potter albeit different ones. :D

If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal. ♥

So I ended up watching A Walk To Remember again. That must be like the zillionth time I watched it. And maybe like the millionth time this month. (A new movie channel from WB, doesn't have many ads, or shows, hence keeps showing the same movies again and again.) Anyway so yeah, I watched it a millionth time, and did I mention I had also read the book on Saturday, and I cried buckets. AGAIN! Every time I watch this movie, I just can't stop myself from bursting into tears. I think this is like the only movie that does this to movie. (It doesn't help I've been very emotional past few weeks.)

But yeah, I don't know what hold this movie has on me but I just love it. I love Shane West in this movie. Mandy looks pretty while drab... and gawd, it just pushes home my singleness (loneliness) so badly. I actually forgot the point of this post but dammit, I love this movie. It emphasizes the need for companionship to me. Here they are not lovers, and in many ways their relationship is platonic, but the moments that they share, I want that. Not the sex, the thrill, just the beauty of being in a relationship. Holding hands and all that. Dammit, I sound completely corny, and my sister would laugh if she saw it considering how I always find mushy stuff pretty cheesy. But dammit, this movie makes me want cheesy. So bad.

*goes back to see the listings for the next repeat*

Erm... so exams are over and now i wanna catch up on the stuff that I missed which was mostly the Asylum convention.

So c'mon people, can ya update me on the good stuff there? Link me! But only to ya know, something worth looking at. I couldn't sift through the thousnads of links I've seen being put up. Make it worth my while! ;P

Okay this is going to be my last post for a while. Unless some big shit happens or I get screwed.

I'm having exams. The big very important ones. And I'm really fucking scared. I'm so ill-prepared I can't even begin to believe it. And I hate myself for it. Nobody but me to blame. These are the exams I've been struggling with for years. After tons of re-sits, and dropping them for a year before I got sucked back in, I start on Tuesday to which might be my last chance at getting through. And did I mentioning how fuckin' ill-prepared I am for what is supposed to be the most difficult exams in the country? Ugh, I could kill myself.

Among other things, I had a huge blowup with family today. Told my aunt and her daughter off in ways you can't even imagine. But I was so fuckin' pissed off their shit. Been tolerating them for a while now. But the whole thing went way out of proportion. Major consequences coming right up. And with all the tension and craziness, this new extra tension isn't helping. In fact, I can't even fuckin' concentrate.

Erm, moving on, people, while my beliefs in God Almighty (yeah, right!) are pretty shaky right now, considering the shit that has been going on in my life for years now (read: all of the above + troubles with my mum's health and monetary ones and more familial ones and a full list of things that might actually take a year to list) maybe some of you are in the good with him. In which case, please, please, please pray for me and ask him to cut me an effin' break for once in my life and not screw me over with these exams. My problems will only become threefold of what they are now, and seriously, I don't think I can handle this whole shit anymore. So yeah, just please pray and ask him/her to for once, let me pass. I promise that even though I'm not completely prepared for this one, I'll definitely work on the ones after this.

Love you guys, *hugs*

Okay, while this is probably the best season since Season 1, it is also the season I have most issues with. Erm, I wasn’t shocked/surprised by this episode. I expected as much. But some of the stuff they did on the way yanked my chain the wrong way.

My biggest problem is with the writers. They seem to be contradicting themselves all season. Something I had earlier most liked about them was the way they tied in to the earlier storylines or stuck to it exactly. Not anymore, I guess. Anyway, moving on…

( The Levee Broke )

Hmm, the finale next week. The trailer was good, I’m scared for Sam. And knowing Kripke, the season break will be killer. And oh Dean! *huggles*

Now I know why I love Gossip Girl episodes heading into the season finale. They always re-unite my favorite four. No matter how much crap is going on in thier lives and even if they haven't spoken to each other at all, all season and have no idea whats going on (Nate), they still come together for the end. Just for that the last episode deserves an A. As usual Serena is in trouble and my Non-Judging Breakfast Club is back, lol. And Georgina to cause trouble. And Dan to mess things up as usual, heh. Aaaaah!

I have no words. I'm completely disgusted by Sam. Any Sam love I had is *poof*

My darling, darling friend just had a beautiful baby girl, Gaia. (I just love the name) Anyway, I'm so happy and excited for her and Giuseppe. I know they've wanted it and waiting for it a long time and I'm just plainly thrilled to know that there's is another precious thing that will turn out to be as awesome and lovely and adorable as her mother. *squishes Gaia*

I also want to wish Val a very, very Happy Birthday! Darling, you couldn't have gotten a better gift than the one you just received. I hope she's as incredible as you are and makes all your dreams come true. I love you so much, hon. I miss you and hope to talk to you soon. It's been too long. Also I want pictures. So many of them. I can't wait to see my little baby!

I have major issues with this episode.



PS: Detailed discussion later.

I am really confused about how I feel about T:SCC right now. I mean I know they brought Derek back technically... and we also have Kyle now, maybe... so yeah, is confused. I am not sure I like the not-knowing new Derek... I preferred the one in the past future rather than the future present one. But since, we don't even know if there will be a season 3, it ties things up pretty nicely... also old Cameron is also gone... I am very sure I don't like whats happening.

PS: It could end here, it ties up a few things with the movies, ya know.

Ugh, I officially hate Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles. I don't even care if that stupid show gets cancelled anymore. In fact, I'm spiteful enough to hope that it does. Bloody Fox losers! *sobs*