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pessimistic
If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal. ♥
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calm
But yeah, I don't know what hold this movie has on me but I just love it. I love Shane West in this movie. Mandy looks pretty while drab... and gawd, it just pushes home my singleness (loneliness) so badly. I actually forgot the point of this post but dammit, I love this movie. It emphasizes the need for companionship to me. Here they are not lovers, and in many ways their relationship is platonic, but the moments that they share, I want that. Not the sex, the thrill, just the beauty of being in a relationship. Holding hands and all that. Dammit, I sound completely corny, and my sister would laugh if she saw it considering how I always find mushy stuff pretty cheesy. But dammit, this movie makes me want cheesy. So bad.
*goes back to see the listings for the next repeat*
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melancholy - Music:Only Hope - Switchfoot
So c'mon people, can ya update me on the good stuff there? Link me! But only to ya know, something worth looking at. I couldn't sift through the thousnads of links I've seen being put up. Make it worth my while! ;P
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apathetic
I'm having exams. The big very important ones. And I'm really fucking scared. I'm so ill-prepared I can't even begin to believe it. And I hate myself for it. Nobody but me to blame. These are the exams I've been struggling with for years. After tons of re-sits, and dropping them for a year before I got sucked back in, I start on Tuesday to which might be my last chance at getting through. And did I mentioning how fuckin' ill-prepared I am for what is supposed to be the most difficult exams in the country? Ugh, I could kill myself.
Among other things, I had a huge blowup with family today. Told my aunt and her daughter off in ways you can't even imagine. But I was so fuckin' pissed off their shit. Been tolerating them for a while now. But the whole thing went way out of proportion. Major consequences coming right up. And with all the tension and craziness, this new extra tension isn't helping. In fact, I can't even fuckin' concentrate.
Erm, moving on, people, while my beliefs in God Almighty (yeah, right!) are pretty shaky right now, considering the shit that has been going on in my life for years now (read: all of the above + troubles with my mum's health and monetary ones and more familial ones and a full list of things that might actually take a year to list) maybe some of you are in the good with him. In which case, please, please, please pray for me and ask him to cut me an effin' break for once in my life and not screw me over with these exams. My problems will only become threefold of what they are now, and seriously, I don't think I can handle this whole shit anymore. So yeah, just please pray and ask him/her to for once, let me pass. I promise that even though I'm not completely prepared for this one, I'll definitely work on the ones after this.
Love you guys, *hugs*
- Mood: miserable
Hahaha, the funniest and cutest thing ever. And the second best part of the night.
I adore this man. I don't care what people think, he's just adorable.
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geeky
The finale is here! And what a finale!
( The Apocalyse is here. )
It’s the end guys and it’s gonna be a bitch of a break!
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ecstatic
OMFG!
PS: More even I'm coherent.
ETA: My mood looks exactly like Sam & Dean did towards the end. :P
ETA: My mood looks exactly like Sam & Dean did towards the end. :P
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shocked
My biggest problem is with the writers. They seem to be contradicting themselves all season. Something I had earlier most liked about them was the way they tied in to the earlier storylines or stuck to it exactly. Not anymore, I guess. Anyway, moving on…
( The Levee Broke )
Hmm, the finale next week. The trailer was good, I’m scared for Sam. And knowing Kripke, the season break will be killer. And oh Dean! *huggles*
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contemplative
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giggly
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nauseated
*squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Happy Birthday & Congratulations!
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x5valeWelcome, Gaia!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
My darling, darling friend just had a beautiful baby girl, Gaia. (I just love the name) Anyway, I'm so happy and excited for her and Giuseppe. I know they've wanted it and waiting for it a long time and I'm just plainly thrilled to know that there's is another precious thing that will turn out to be as awesome and lovely and adorable as her mother. *squishes Gaia*
I also want to wish Val a very, very Happy Birthday! Darling, you couldn't have gotten a better gift than the one you just received. I hope she's as incredible as you are and makes all your dreams come true. I love you so much, hon. I miss you and hope to talk to you soon. It's been too long. Also I want pictures. So many of them. I can't wait to see my little baby!
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I have major issues with this episode.
PS: Detailed discussion later.
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weird
PS: It could end here, it ties up a few things with the movies, ya know.
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confused
Ugh, I officially hate Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles. I don't even care if that stupid show gets cancelled anymore. In fact, I'm spiteful enough to hope that it does. Bloody Fox losers! *sobs*
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infuriated
I am having the hugest crush on Derek Reese. Explanation: I just started watching T:SCC, and dude, is Derek hot or what? Let people dig John Connor and Summer Glau all they want... but Derek is my man all the way. Gimme more, already!
Also, I had not realised until much later that he's Brian Austin Green. I mean, srsly! David Silver was such a totally geeky looking kid, who knew he had the potential for such awesome hotness!
Oooh, and I know T:SCC fanfic is all about gen stuff or even John/Cameron but Derek/Cameron is my OTP at the moment. Dude, you just know that they have a past, much deeper than Derek's hate for anything metal... is it me or does it seem personal, lol. So please, you got any Derek/Cameron fic.... please rec.
PS: I haven't seen S1 but only read bad recaps and read really sketchy transcripts... so help me out. Sites where I can see it online, but not those only for US audiences thing... or you know, proper transcripts, great thourough recaps... something!
Darn, now I need a T:SCC icon.
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dorky
I’m not even gonna say long time, no see. I can’t help it… when I’m not being lazy, I’m busy. So yeah… whatever! I think I’ll put up an update but doesn’t work out that way.
Anyway, *squeeeee* just saw the new episode of Supernatural. Can’t say I’m blown away but it was a good episode. With how Supernatural had been before hiatus, I wasn’t hoping for much but it definitely exceeded my expectations. Now onto the main part of the review.
( 4.15 Death Takes A Holiday )
This episode was mainly about kicking some sense into the guys, making them reach this huge realization. Dean realized that even though he’s on the good side, it’s not necessary whatever might happen to him will be good. That it’s all good. Stop believing that he’s been blessed. Whereas Sam was hit with the fact that whatever he might be doing and however good his intentions are, it will never lead to anything good. So basically they destroyed any notion that anything good will come out of this whole war, not for them, no matter which side they are fighting for, or what their path to fight it is. And that just depresses me. Makes me feel completely miserable.
( Crazy Wild Theories )
Until next time then.
ETA: I just noticed that I just wrote a twenty-two hundred word review. WOW! Who’d have thought? When I do something I really do it in style, don’t I?
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annoyed
ETA: My exams got postponed by a month because of the elections... first time in a gazillion years have these exams been postponed. Now there's talk about how these already extremely difficult and competitive exams will be even harder, because they'll set tougher papers, in lieu of the extra time. Eh whatever, at the moment, *squeeeeeeeeeeeeeee* *dance of joy*
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chipper
ghani_atreides I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
Repost if you feel that homophobia is wrong.
- Mood: contemplative
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scared
So surprise, surprise! A batch of Christmas icons... I know, I can't believe it either.
The usual yada, yada and disclaimers... pictures are not mine, found them from various searches, etc... ask if you find or think there's something that belongs to you and if you'd like to be credited or ya know, something, anything.
Preview:
Just one teeny tiny request... I don't ask for anything in return for the effort I put in for them... just that you let me know what you're snagging and credit me for them... if you don't know how, don't be afraid to ask.
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creative
I have some your addresses, but just to be safe I would prefer it if you e-mailed it to me anyway. Or you can just put it in the comment and I'll screen it.
Please, please make sure that you comment saying you want a card by tomorrow evening... please. I don't want a repeat of last year where I waited for people to reply and ended up sending the cards very late... and yet there were some who didn't get one because they asked at the last minute. (read:mrs.)
Love you guys, répondez s'il vous plaît!
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busy
My great-aunt just passed away. She was my dad's aunt by marraige. She was very young and the most full-of-life person I'd known. The life of a party, charming and beautiful. We discovered she had cancer when she went in for a regular medical check-up. Until then, she didn't even have any symtoms and wasn't feeling even remotely unwell. That was in May this year. And now, within 6 months, she just kept going downhill until there was no hope left. My mom had been caring for her these last months as she lived alone with her husband. Her son and daughter-in-law live in USA and her daughter quite far away from where they lived. She was much loved and adored.
REST IN PEACE
Madhuri Mahesh Gupta
You will always be remembered
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sad
So I have decided not to post birthday pictures, it's not all that interesting. I'm not in the mood to.
I wanted to take my mind of certain things and I realised it's Christmas soon, so if you want a card from me, get on my mailing list. You have less than a week to let me know... you can e-mail your adresses to me or ask me to screen your comments, whichever works. People who had recieved one last year, inform me if you want one this year too, no need for addresses unless they have changed though.
I wanted to talk a little about what has been going on in Mumbai (Bombay) but I'm so confused... and not in a good place at the moment. I just wanted to let my flist know that I'm okay and safe... and highly angered. I'll try and keep you'll updated on the situation if you'll want.
Love you guys,
- Sonam
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numb
Leave me a comment and I will reply with why I like you. If I don't know you, I'll either make something up or tell you why I like your LiveJournal. You must pay for the privilege by posting a message like this one on your LiveJournal.
What?! I said I'd be here more often.
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bouncy
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